Poor guy.... He's all being angsty @ the moment.

I try so hardBut all I do is cryI dont understandWhy do I even try?I love you so muchYet it hurts even moreWHY WONT YOU JUST TELL ME!?!?Instead of acting stubborn like you do...Are you trying to say fuck you ****?Go the hell away?Or is it just some messageI'll never understand todayThis makes me want to cryAnd as much as I force myself not tooI still feel the tears fallingHitting the ground beneath meSoaking my feet in silent sorrowI love you so muchAnd no matter what happens I refuse to give that upBut this bothers me so muchOver something so simpleI asked you a questionYou didnt want to answerI made a commentYou barely respondedI told you I loved youAnd you said 'yea'How the FUCK is that supposed to be reassuring?Am I just not seeing some new language where yea means I love you?Do you love me too?Or are you just so mad at me you dont know?Or maybe you just dont want to tell me?Or is this some game to test my love?Well fuck!Stop testing it!Its there!Sometimes I think more than yours...All these tests...Constantly asking...And then telling me you want to be single!?How am I supposed to be reassured!?I want to get past this...But you never even called...I asked you too...And you didnt...If there was something this bad happening to you I'd call before I could remember your numberBut instead I sit and waitWith this phone in my lapWondering if its ringWill bring me backI hate being where I amYet it seems to be my second homePlease save me with your loveI need you to save me *******...


very very looooooooong.

So I have a soccer game Saturday.... weeeeee. In Alpine @ 7am